.exstatic.

::jumps around::

dan called me today, he's safe, and it brightened up my whole day! i miss him so much, i miss him more than i usually do, having him across the country is bad enough but when he's in another country all together it makes it even worse! i can't wait until he comes home to me safe!

Currently Playing Live from Mars By Ben Harper see related

- the drugs don't work

i don't know why i love you so much because you treat me like crap.

i guess you can't help who you love.
and that's what hurts so much.
i'm sick of crying myself to sleep over you.
i'm sick of trying to make you happy.
i'm sick of you taking me for granted.

Currently Watching The Birds By Tippi Hedren, Rod Taylor see related

i was walking through the lccc parking lot after my exam today and i saw a sheetz sandwich wraper on the ground and it just made me realize how much i hate it when people litter.  call me a hippie or what ever you want but it still makes me angry when people litter.  i know i'm not perfect and i litter too, cigarette butts out the window all the time and the ocasional i don't know... but the point is i'm aware of my wrong doing and i want to stop.  when you litter it destroys the environment and makes everything look all shitty.  is it really that hard to throw away your garbage in a garbage can?  ::sigh::

so in other news: it is a b e a utiful day outside!  perfect weather for frisbee golfing... anyone want to go?  i'm so happy spring is almost here, although it's winter, it feels like spring.  spring is great (despite the fact that i usually get sick, depressed, and relapse in my eatting disorder) it's effen awesome. the weather is the perfect tempeture to just sit outside with your friends and chill or go hiking, it's just perfect for BEING OUTSIDE! i hate being couped up in the spring when it's nice out!

i have been so over welmingly happy lately (knock on wood) it's not even funny!! last night was awesome! i chilled with zack p, spanky, liza, rob, chuck, and shigga (briefly). after i stopped by justin's house zack p, liza, rob and i went to pick spanky up from work and then it was off to shitty view. after city view liza had to go home :(   so rob, spanky, zack p. and i went to pick up charles we all went back to big z's house and chilled up on his roof.... by the time we all got down and shit it was time for me to go home (big exam today = studying and rest) so i took rob home and it was off to some studying for me!

i bombed my exam, apparently i didn't do enough studying.

my mom's birthday is tomorrow, i should get her a card and i'm thinking of baking her a chocolate souffle (oOooOhhhh fancy right?!?!) wish me luck with that. 

in other news:

::sigh::
such unconventional hotness! right there ^

Currently Playing Tin Cans and Car Tires By moe. see related

oh man. what a fuckin awesome weekend...

friday:
-got home from school-
-called shigga-
-saw the passion of christ-
-went back to justin's house and chilled-
-left-

saturday:
-worked from 9-2-
-hung out with rob-
-went to chris's-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-drank-
-beat mike at thumb restling, and showed him the wonders of tag-teaming and crowds although he probabally won't remember it b/c he was so fuckin shitfaced-
-settled down some fuckin' drunk 14 year olds (and when i say 14 year olds i mean 14 year olds i'm not exaderating by any means)-
-watched some tv-
-went home-

sunday:
-woke up for a nice frosty beaverage and our britta was frozen b.c our fridge is too damn cold-
-watched some tv-
-ate brunch with my dad-
-drove to nj for some disc golf with my dad-
-ate at this sweet pub with great beer (mmm.... there's nothing like a good warm brittish beer, them tea-baggers sure do know how to make a damn good beer ::btw i can say teabaggers b.c i'm half brittish::)
-home-

and that was my awesome weekend abridged but let me tell you, if you're into disc golf (yes i know frisbee golf is for hippies and potheads i guess it's good that i'm a little bit of both then right?) you have to check out this course in frenchtown nj it's great, some of it is wooded and some of it is out in the open and it's a real easy course, good for beginers! if you ask nicely i might go with you

::mind your p's and q's::

sublime? is there any greater band? i think not

Mucho gusto me llamo Bradley,
Im hornier than Ron Jeremy
and if you wanna get popped in your knee just wipe that look off your bati face
You hate me cause i got whatcha need
a pretty little daughter that we call mixie
and if you wanna get beat physically it will be over in a minute if ya

so she told me to come over and i took that trip
and then then she pulled out my mushroom tip
and when it came out it went drip drip drip
i didnt know she had the G.I. Joe kung foo grip

and I went, uhhh
and the girl caress me down
and thats that lovin sound- it went
and the girl caress me down
and thats that lovin sound

when i kiss mixie she makes me feel horny
cause im the type of lover with the sensitivity
when she kiss my neck and tickle me fancy
the right kind of love on Sunday morning

En el otro lado es donde vivi
con mi hijita que se llama mixie 
y su hermana si me quiere
y ahorita tenemos un bebe

Sus padres sus tios me trataron matar 
but they did not get too far
un poco despues tuve que regresar
con un chingo de dinero
cause you know im a star

me fui a costa rica para tomar y sufear
practicaba con la raza
cause they know who we are

Si no le dio cuenta
then i bet you never will

you must be a muneca 
if your still standing still

and I went, uhhh
and the girl caress me down
and thats the lovin sound- it went
and the girl caress me down
and thats the lovin sound

Me gusta mi reggae
Me gusta punk rock
Pero la cosa que me gusta mas es panochita

Pon la nalga en la aire if you know who you are,
Pon la nalga en la aire y empieza gritar
(put your ass in the air and start to yell)

No tenga miedo, I'm your papi
take your chones y los mandan a mi 
levanta, levanta, tienes que gritar
levanta, levanta, tienes que bailar

because
uh and it went caress me down
uh and thats the lovin' sound
uh and the girl caress me down
thats that lovin' sound
caress me down
uh thats the lovin' sound
uh and the girls caress me down
thats the lovin' sound